healing heart
healing heart
How can I make my late Husband’s Mother understand I had a healing in my heart after my Husband’s death
My husband died last month from Cancer. I had been having a horrible time dealing with it. I got invited to church by a friend. As they were singing hymns my Husband was strong on my mind. And I started to cry uncontrollably. The members gathered around me and prayed for me. A Guest Minister came up and delivered a message from God, to me. I feel at peace now about my Husband’s passing. His Mom can’t seem to understand how I can feel this way and listen to the message I was given. What can I do? This is the third child she has lost. And 2 others have Cancer to.
And what was incrediable was I was thinking about suicide so I could join him on the other side and had NOT told anyone about it. I continued to put on a happy front for other people. And the Guest Minister knew about it.
here recently in the past 2 years I have went to more funerals and it was mostly young people which is realy sad but the last funeral I went to was my uncle he was only 33 and the other deaths bothered me very badly from the way the people died well when my uncle passed some lady In Texas that no one knows or has even heard of called my grandmother and told her that her son was in heaven and that no one could judge him there and my grandma said that she didn’t know who was calling and that she was a liar cause her son was alive and at a party well hours later he got into a bad car accident and staied out in the woods for 24 hours and died hours later after arriving at the hospital but that was the first time I understood peace after a death cause it was the message from the lady in Texas that let us know everything was alright and that he was in heaven and that is all that matters, killing your self is not the way to go I don’t know what you believe but I believe if you commit suicide you go str8 to hell and your husband is is heaven so you wouldn’t be doing him or yourself any good and think about your children who would take care of them I’m glad you are at peace and that is all that matters and honey you don’t have to prove anything to his mother just because she isn’t where you are then she shouldn’t take it out on you she probably feels this way cause she didn’t make peace with him before he left but don’t worry about her or anybody else you have nothing to prove to anyone keeping living your life and taking care of your kids God makes no mistakes and you will all be together again one day and have absolutely no worries I can promise you that and he already has
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